

Listen To What Im Really SayinDon't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled. I give the impression that im secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without; that confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that the waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one, but dont believe it, please don't. I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So whenListen To What Im Really Sayin


Depsite these thingsHelp me to surive This troubled lifeDepsite these things
Everything crushing my being This should all be nothing
These tears should not be Changing the past can never be
Never knowing would not have helped But knowing now does not help
Coming now to trouble me in Thoughts of the past fall broken
Is there nothing that help my mind? Is there a place that I may hide?
Apart from all the troubling things I'll live on despite these things.


Because...Because… Because I careBecause...
Because… Because I wanted to be there
Because… Because maybe I’ve cared too long
Because… Because this is where my heart belongs
Because… I’ve waited to say this
Because… I’ve never had a first kiss
Because… Because the way you make me feel goes unspoken
Because… I can only give you this token
Because… I’ve never been this deep
Because… All the others left me to weep
Because… Because you’ve cared too much
Because…
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The Soul Within
Heart Within
Body Out Then
The Mind Foreign
My Heart Given
My Soul Hurt In
Truth Within
The Darkness Within
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Is the sky always this red?
Is the water always this bloody?
Will I ever dream?
No...
Will you ever go?
No...
Will this ever end?
Never...
Will I ever remember how to forget...
Your first favorite? That makes me tingly!
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"To all my friends, it's not THE END. The Earth has not swallowed me yet..."
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Is the sky always this red?
Is the water always this bloody?
Will I ever dream?
No...
Will you ever go?
No...
Will this ever end?
Never...
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